Yahoo!!!! im flying off to perth tmr morning!!!!!! i cant wait!!!! n its qantas, not air asia okay! im soo excited rite now... cant wait to see atul, mum n dad and the new kitten tat they just adopted which is like sooooo adorable!!

however im also worried abt my bro...i dont know if he's able to manage on his own.. i noe u guys must be wondering why am i so worried when my bro is old enuf to take care of himself...well fyi, my bro is doing his National Service rite now..He needs support..In fact, all the boys or men serving the nation needs support from someone especially mummy. But rite now, we dont have any mum to take care of us, we're on our own. That's why its hard to leave my bro at this point of time when he needs me the most. But i have to do this. I cant be staying home doing house work... n its hard to look for a decent part-time job nowadays.. Frustrating isnt it? So my mum got me a job as a meat packer..WAIT did tat sound rite? ok basically i do packaging. Pack wat? pack meat la!!its AU$600 per week excluding taxes. Not bad aye? lol

okay...i'll be updating my entries when im there ok so u guys take care..

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 ahh.. much better Y

OK i just got back from KL... we went for a seminar there so its like a biz/holiday kinda thing. So i managed to drag my bro, Ridzwan along.. He wasn't looking forward to this seminar but wat the heck. I want him to see wat i see in this biz..We stayed in Hotel Seri Chempaka. 3 guys n a gurl(ME) in a room...but im cool... i dont feel awkward or anythg..

wat did i learn from this seminar? Well, i learnt tat when u're in ur comfort zone, U DONT LEARN... tested n proven... HAHA coz fiza and hamzah n their mates were there.. n of course i feel comfortable. I made some wrong choices here n there but then again... i also wanted to spend time wit my bro.. coz im flying off to australia soon. So a part of me wants to escape from the seminar and just enjoy myself. N of course tats wat my bro needs.. But theres also the other part of me tat wants to gain somethg from tat seminar coz i noe wat it can do to me.. The one tat i attended to in Johore, leaves an impact tat i cant really describe but I trully believe tat it's strong.. Strong enuf to make me take the first step, that is, DECISION. The speaker's name was Basil Harris.. I was hoping my bro will feel the same way..He's still preety unsure abt this biz.. But that's fine by me.. it might be due to his age of his lack of social skills.. but im pretty damn sure tat when he DECIDES to start this biz, he'll have tat burning desire to succeed.. i'll give him time, the tools needed and of course my support for the biz to grow in him

Sunday, February 17, 2008 ahh.. much better Y

Life
I know what it's like to want to die,
How it hurts to smile
How you try to fit in but you can't,
How you hurt yourself on the outside,
to try to kill the thing on the inside
-Susanna Kaysen-

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