i did morning shift today!! n yes 2 more days and no more attachments..
to tell u guys the truth... i'm actually enjoying my attachment at ward
45!!! the nurses are so helpful n nice..even my sister is down to earth..
she's so cool to work with.. my CI Catherine has helped me alot in my
clinical..becoz there was only the 2 uv us doing make up, she had more
time to spend with me.. the other girl that was wit me used to be an
enrolled nurse...so she didn't spend much time with her.. i also leart
alot from her..yay!!! good on me!! i'm hoping to work in ward 45 in the
near future... coz i've never been so happy working as a nurse u noe..
=)

my mum n dad is here!! i feel much better now..

dad gave me a new phone!!!hoooray!! its nokia 5300 btw..hehe

Thursday, June 21, 2007 ahh.. much better Y

i've been baby sitting fiza's kitten for like 2 days now...its 2
more days to go... her kitten is like so fierce..she makes my cat
looks like a loser.. they're always chasing each other 24-7.. thank
god their sleeping right now..

my mum n dad might be coming back sooner than i think..yay!

Sunday, June 17, 2007 ahh.. much better Y

a sad story of my brother's life...

ytd i was getting ready to go to work.. i was in my room with
the door locked.. n then i heard my aunt's(who stays next door)
voice in the living room...she's like hell shoutin " hey! ur
bro's in the lock up right now!!! do u noe tat he's caught!!!.."
so i opened the door n my sis was standing outside crying...
at tat point of time i still didnt noe wat happened to him..
i had to go to work so she ordered my other younger brother
to bail him out..

during work...my other brother msg me..he said fattah got caught
for stealing a motor bike.. i'm like wat the hell??

and then was i came home from work which is like 10pm...so i sat
n talked to my bro who got into trouble.. i talked to him like
an adult..i didn't shout(suprisingly).. he didn't tell me the
details.. so i was like u noe..so he told me..he n his frens
actually were playing with the bike...n he was the one helping
to push the bike.. n then they got caught...so when i heard this
he's like being in the wrong place at the wrong time.. so
i adviced him not to do stupid things n watever it is i've got
his back u noe.. n tell'em tat i hope he'll grow up n be a
responsible man one day =)

then this morning, my aunty dropped by again.. she told me some
details...n wat happened was.. fattah n 3 of his frens pushed
3 motorcycles from one end of the block to the other..n then
when they were already under my block, they got caught by the
police n they all started to run away.. but! they got pin down
n handcuffed.. at this point of time it was 4am in the morning..
so the 4 of them was sent to the police station.. the other 3
frens had their mum to bail them out but for my brother... he
didnt had anyone to call coz my mum n dad's at malaysia right
now...so he was the only one left...he had no choice but to call
my cousin.. me n me cousins are not in good terms right now so
yeh..

so my cousin n my other younger bro went to the police station
to bail him out..but they couldnt coz they're planning to pull
5 charges against him..so basically.. the police accused him
of stealing the bike although he didnt had the intention of
stealing it.. dammit these police!...i hate it when they play
dirty.. SO.... my other uncle had to bail him him out coz u
have to have 2K to bail him out...i was like hell shocked when
i heard this my aunt..

now the only thing i can do is to support fattah...coz if evry1
is against him... its gonna get worse.. tat's wat i think..wat
do u guys think?? come on.. talk to me ya'll!!

Saturday, June 16, 2007 ahh.. much better Y

just so u noe...i quited my job already... yes i noe...i'm such a loser
well at least i have my reasons u noe... i'll be doing my attacments
during the 2 weeks of holiday...i owe the school 3 weeks of attachment.
Its a decision made by my dearest Doris Chan.. she's such a darling...
she's so down to earth!!!! yeh...she treats me like...sigh...i can't
descibe...really.. >_<

i was talking to atul ytd for like a whole 2 hours.. seriously.. i've
never ever had a conversation with anyone tat long.. we were talking abt
relationships..yes, serious stuff!!! she made me realise something...
ok for the record, she's 18... 2 years older than me but she gives me
good advices.. i was like telling her...u've got more experience than me'..
n she goes like...'tat's becoz i've been thru shit n stuff!' hmmm..
so i was like thinking...i wanna go thru those shitty stuff!!! coz it'll
only make me a stronger person.. like her =)

she gives me more confidence for some reason.. she adviced me not to let
anyone step all over me..to stand up for myself u noe...she might noe me
for a short period of time but it seems like she's noes me for years...
she can read me for some reason... it doesnt take her tat long to find
out tat there's actually 2 sides of me...the stronger side of me which
shows tat i'm an independent girl yada yada n the other side of me is
like a turtle she was saying..i'll only expose my tiny lil head n let
others step all over me coz i noe this shell is gonna protect me...
yes it'll protect me externally but internally..nah ah!

Saturday, June 09, 2007 ahh.. much better Y

first day of work was hell i tell u.. not becoz of the work but becoz
i was wearing inappropriate shoes.. lucky i didn't drop any glasses..
the workload isn't tat bad...oh yah...n another thing, is the attire..
i'll have to wear a punjabi suit while working.. i dont have a closet
full of punjabi suits u noe.. dammit!

my mum has already gone to selangor with dad...theres a wedding going
on there...after that they'll be going on a honey moon at sabah, sarawak
and langkawi..enjoy urself there mum!!! (while we suffer here) oh wellz..
i'll get use to it.. here i go again..juggling work, house and studies..

atul's not coming this july... :( she's decided to come somewhere in
August after Gwen Stefani's concert..i'll b doing my attachments by then.
i think..

Sunday, June 03, 2007 ahh.. much better Y

Life
I know what it's like to want to die,
How it hurts to smile
How you try to fit in but you can't,
How you hurt yourself on the outside,
to try to kill the thing on the inside
-Susanna Kaysen-

||| mumu |||
19|04|1987
Nanyang Polytechnic
SGH
i'm a good nurse!
Aries
mumux5870@hotmail.com
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Peter's Vanilla Ice-cream

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